maybe it has been like that for awhile.

just that i am not as "paranoid" or as "crazy" as u.

I am the kind who would use the trust truly.

after putting things in perspective,

I realized, you're the bitch after all.

despite in everything I went thru.

everything I tried to,

I did regret everything about you.

I thought it was really special.

You are just the same like everyone else.

I was goddamn fooled, buto ah.

Wish u didn't ever exist.

I will never ever forgive you.

EVER. I swear.

on the other hand,

I am happy that god told me what to do.

alhamdulilah.

he heard me.

my prayers was answered. =)

even if I'm heartbroken,

its good to know that it wasn't me.

it feels so bad but it feels better.

thanks for everything dear god.

maybe it has been like that for awhile.

just that i am not as "paranoid" or as "crazy" as u.

I am the kind who would use the trust truly.

after putting things in perspective,

I realized, you're the bitch after all.

despite in everything I went thru.

everything I tried to,

I did regret everything about you.

I thought it was really special.

You are just the same like everyone else.

I was goddamn fooled, buto ah.

Wish u didn't ever exist.

I will never ever forgive you.

EVER. I swear.

on the other hand,

I am happy that god told me what to do.

alhamdulilah.

he heard me.

my prayers was answered. =)

even if I'm heartbroken,

its good to know that it wasn't me.

it feels so bad but it feels better.

thanks for everything dear god.