i have been limping.

i was trying to find a keyboard for a jammer.

apparently my toe got stuck in between room 2 door.

oh, at least he got his keyboard.

hopefully i'll get my things soon.

as i don't want it to become redundantly unappreciated things

so i'll rather have it back.

maybe tomorrow.

don't be that somebody if you don't want to.

if you don't learn how to accept yourself now,

you may never learn how to accept yourself at all.

being with you i feel like im being rushed,

being rushed into something that i don't want to be,

being rushed into something that i was never were.

besides the fact that so many changes i am going through.

being 21, my sister getting married, getting a diploma in fashion, single and stuck.

its funny i'd always thought that i couldn't wait to grow up,

turns out i can't.

i need to start having some positive thinking in order to move mountains,

just by keeping optimistic.

don't worry about me i'll just worry about myself.

a girl is not a women until she has lost what she holds to yearn

even if i find that's sentiment incredibly depressing.

maybe change is a good thing into conquering our fears.

i am tired of fighting the inevitable, the winds are blowing all of us in different directions,

and theres nothing i can do to that roll with it,

everyone besides me is seems to be handling the changes just fine,

so i guess its my problem.

oh well, our universe is expanding right, so lets just embrace it.

i'm not excited about moving on, maybe because it involves letting go

and i'm all about holding on.

my dad use to tell me, "the tighter you hold on to something,

especially something that needs change and growth

the more greater chance you stand at losing it,

but if you let it go, let it fly at the time that it most

desperately needs to well theres a good chance that it may come back to you."

maybe life its like a cross-country road trip you

can get so focused on the enormity of the mission

head steering straight at the expensive road as you

fail to notice the stuff that you're passing by right at that moment.

there's a big difference between the things we want and the things we wish for,

the things we want are usually pretty superficial,

but when we dare to make a wish its usually for something more important

and sometimes more elusive; the kind of thing that you can't really control but,

you hope will come true like, holding on to something you've yearned forever.

but i wanna make a difference let it be this moment,

poised to spread my wings and take flight.

it brings me to tears to flip back through my memory lane, i'm sure everyone does

whether in good or bad.

but make believe now, that someday being the change and going through it is the only way to brighter things in future.

i am not sure about yours, but mine has just begun.

i'll fly.

thank you for being apart of my life. =')

i have been limping.

i was trying to find a keyboard for a jammer.

apparently my toe got stuck in between room 2 door.

oh, at least he got his keyboard.

hopefully i'll get my things soon.

as i don't want it to become redundantly unappreciated things

so i'll rather have it back.

maybe tomorrow.

don't be that somebody if you don't want to.

if you don't learn how to accept yourself now,

you may never learn how to accept yourself at all.

being with you i feel like im being rushed,

being rushed into something that i don't want to be,

being rushed into something that i was never were.

besides the fact that so many changes i am going through.

being 21, my sister getting married, getting a diploma in fashion, single and stuck.

its funny i'd always thought that i couldn't wait to grow up,

turns out i can't.

i need to start having some positive thinking in order to move mountains,

just by keeping optimistic.

don't worry about me i'll just worry about myself.

a girl is not a women until she has lost what she holds to yearn

even if i find that's sentiment incredibly depressing.

maybe change is a good thing into conquering our fears.

i am tired of fighting the inevitable, the winds are blowing all of us in different directions,

and theres nothing i can do to that roll with it,

everyone besides me is seems to be handling the changes just fine,

so i guess its my problem.

oh well, our universe is expanding right, so lets just embrace it.

i'm not excited about moving on, maybe because it involves letting go

and i'm all about holding on.

my dad use to tell me, "the tighter you hold on to something,

especially something that needs change and growth

the more greater chance you stand at losing it,

but if you let it go, let it fly at the time that it most

desperately needs to well theres a good chance that it may come back to you."

maybe life its like a cross-country road trip you

can get so focused on the enormity of the mission

head steering straight at the expensive road as you

fail to notice the stuff that you're passing by right at that moment.

there's a big difference between the things we want and the things we wish for,

the things we want are usually pretty superficial,

but when we dare to make a wish its usually for something more important

and sometimes more elusive; the kind of thing that you can't really control but,

you hope will come true like, holding on to something you've yearned forever.

but i wanna make a difference let it be this moment,

poised to spread my wings and take flight.

it brings me to tears to flip back through my memory lane, i'm sure everyone does

whether in good or bad.

but make believe now, that someday being the change and going through it is the only way to brighter things in future.

i am not sure about yours, but mine has just begun.

i'll fly.

thank you for being apart of my life. =')